THIS YEAR! I AM GOING TO BE A ADMIN AT A ANIMECON! THANKS TO ME AND HIM ARE GOING TO BE ADMINS! AND I AM COSPLAYING AS YUN~!!!! FROM STREETFIGHTER 3! AND TWO OR THREE MORE DIFFERENT OUTFITS THAT I WILL POST SKETCHES OF IN A COUPLE OF HOURS!

-BUT FIRST I NEED TO SLEEP CAUSE I AM GOING TO A FABRIC STORE IN A COUPLE HOURS AS WELL! GOING TO GET FABRIC, GLOW STICKS, AND A BUNCH 'O STUFF I MIGHT NEED!

-IF YOUR GOING TO OTAKON THIS YEAR COMMENT ON THIS PAGE! EXCEPT MANNY! I ALREADY KNOW YOUR GOING! THE TRIP IS THE FIRST HALF! IM GOING TO THE METRO REALLY EARLY! GOING TO UNION STATION AND TAKING A TRAIN TO BALTIMORE! I WILL ARRIVE THERE AROUND 7AM AND LEFT HOME AROUND 5:30. CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT?!

-I'M SO DAMN EXCITED!!!!!!!! WHEN THE CONVENTION IS ALL OVER AND STUFF AND CLEAN UP, I WILL SERIOUSLY HAVE PICS OF ALL MY COSTUMES AND ALL THE COOLS ONES I REALLY LIKE! AND A FEW THAT OTHERS MAY REQUEST LIKE MY OLDER BRO AND HIS CRAZY HOT BOY FETISH! THERE IS SO MUCH TO TALK ABOUT ON THIS DAMN THINGS BUT I DON'T THINK I CAN PUT ALL OF IT ON HERE, WELL WHAT THE HEY?

- I REALLY WANT TO KNOW IF ANYONE READS THIS FIRST OF ALL!
PUT I DON'T REALLY CARE RIGHT NOW* WHAT A LIE*
i GUESS THAT I'M NOT BIG ENOUGH!

*BAD NEWS*

1)I LOST MY SKETCH BOOK! I LEFT IN MY OLDER SISTER'S CAR BEFORE I DISAPPEARED, AND SHE SAID SHE NEVER SAW IT, SO I AM BUMMED OUT ABOUT IT.

2) I MIGHT BREAK UP WITH MY GIRLFRIEND THAT I HAVE BEEN GOING OUT WITH FOR MORE THEN ONE YEAR NOW! ISN'T THAT BALL BUSTER?! CONSIDERING I PRATICALLY GAVE HER MY LIFE ON A SILVER PLATTER AND WORSHIPED HER. * IF YOU WANT MORE INFORMATIN ON WHAT I DID FOR HER PLEASE MESSAGE ME*

3) BECAUSE OF TODAYS CURRENT ECONOMY * I DONT BLAME * i CANT GET A JOB! i APPLIED EVERY WHERE IN MY AREA AND WAS DENIED! EVEN AT THE GOLDEN ARCS! THATS BULL!

4) I CAN'T DRAW! TAHT'S THAT! AND OF COURSE I TOTALLY FAIL AT COLOURING! *MISSPELLED?*

5) MY OLD MARTIAL ARTS TEACHER RETIRED AND MOVED BACK TO CHINA! OR JAPAN.... DON'T REMEMBER....

*GOOD NEWS*

1) OTAKON!!!!!!!!! ADMIN!!!! FIST OF POWER!!!!!

2) I'M GOING BACK ON MY OLD TRAIN ROUTINE TO REGAIN MY LOST SPEED, REACTION, POWER, AND MIGHT!

3) I'M WORKING OUT RIGHT NOW!

4) I'M THINKING ABOUT LETTING A FRIEND MOVE IN WITH ME BUT FROM THE RECENT FEEDBACK ON THAT PERSON CURRENT MORALE POSITION, I MIGHT RECONSIDER.. BUT I DON'T KNOW, I'M SOFT HEARTED.

5) I'M AM REALLY A MODEL I JUST LEARNED.... THIS ACTUALLY SCARES ME.

6) I AM TAKING THE ROLE AS A TATTOO ARTIST NOW! MY TRAINING BEGINS NEXT MONTH!

7) I AM CURRENTLY TAKING ROLE AS A ADVISER, LIFE COACH, PSYCHOLOGIST, PHYSICAL INSTRUCTOR, OLDER BROTHER, YOUNGER BROTHER, TEACHER, COACH, TRAINER, PRIVATE TRAINER, MARTIAL ARTIST, PHILOSOPHER, IDIOT, LOVER*GOING TO END SOON*, CARRIER OF A BROKEN HEART, SLAVE, MINDLESS RUNNER, OVER CAUTIOUS, THOUGHT GIVER, HONEST, GAY, BI, TRANS, TRANNY, BOY, BOYFRIEND, HUSBAND*GOING TO END SOON*, SOULMATE*GOING TO END SOON*, AND MANY MORE!!!!!

8) I AM HAPPY WITH FINISHING THE SERIES TOWER OF DRUAGA SWORD & AEGIS OF URUK. MADE ME CRY AND LAUGH, GREAT SERIES. EXPECT WORK BASED OFF IT

9) I HAVE BEEN IN THE DRAWING MOOD FOR THE LAST FEW DAYS AND REALLY EXPECT GREAT WORK FROM ME *LIED ALL OF MY WORK IS CRAP*

*CONCLUSION*

I am going to otakon with my best bud who seems to not give a shit about anything so i don't think he's going. I am working out again and gotten really fat in the last two months. So it burns and I feel dead and alive with pain of muscle labor. Drawing again brings back old memories and looking back at my old work... DAMN I got a whole lot better then what i use to draw in a short amount of time. I am becoming a tattooist and might consider keeping it as a job/hobby. My older brother is a flaming homosexual who hates his boyfriend now. hehehe. I have taken about three hours calculating a timed route to and from balitmore. 2 and a half hours with the cost of 20$ max. If I am lucky, i get he admin spot and get free hotel nights, if not i will crash with a friend. or ask family to loan me some money. Financially my family or mom need help managing her credit now more then ever, so i got no spending money... (TT_TT) but hey! after otakon, i will work my ass off to help mom and her bill... stupid older sister who i shared my bank account with stole all of my savings for her damn credit depts and a new car. I am breaking up with my girlfriend who i swore my life too... isn't love stupid? *new poem coming soon* thats all for now! updates coming thursday mornin!