I am preparing for anime usa now.
I leave thursday morn and come back monday morn. I am working behind the scenes with everything. I am a full fledged staff! I get 9 buck a hour but im working not stop for four days. some good cash flow from this. I am not allowed to cosplay due to staff role. I am not excited for this anymore... my so called friends arent friends anymore and more like douche bags. i have a couple of great pals still great buds with. my other friends is giving me his ps3 after he gets a new one. and i might go live up at woodbridge to get closer to my sug pie and live with a great friend or two. and maybe she would want to move in with me. I have the plans to move already and its all planned out...

I have been really depressed for the last week or so, I drained of my emotions pretty much... just alone really... no one to call a friend.. just like middle school all over again without the huge crush sort of.

I started working again, I am a EMT for a firestation. Great Exp for myself, no pay sadly. but i get licensed for alot of things though. I fully finish the training for it in a few months. I am also considering on becoming a cop in my local area or wood bridge. hard to say for now.

im collecting my money again cause its always finding its way out of my wallet. I plan plan on opening a another savings, my older sister is stealing my money again.

well.. this is most likely my last journal log for a while... im feeling horrible..

so feel free to email me at channantha_toy@yahoo.com if you care to talk or anything...
if you want my number just email me about it... im staying of DA i cant get a scanner and i drew some great things too...

well..
i guess its a good bye for now..